need to grow a money tree soon

these days i feel the need to do little things that i missed out in the past.. and also things that are fun for me now.. so much so i tink i seem to be neglecting the importance of finding a job. i have these many to do lists.. like jasmine's babyshower/housewarming gifts, ed's present, class gathering, photos, exercise, making crepes with ham mushroom cheese.. buying work clothes(for a job that is non-existent), watching all the movies that i missed, all the related movies that are of my interest, downloading all my favourite songs, drink my favourite clam chowder fr soupspoon, packing my clothes, packing my room(bit by bit), reading a old book my frds got me for my 22nd birthday...watching all the tv shows a regime i cant break out of, imagining what had been, could be, should be.

YUP. this is life.

even if i am poor.
and broke.
and poor.

haha.

life back

recently i enjoy evening jogs..

i do them in repeated laps.

a little like a goldfish in the bowl;

only i dont forget or find things new and fresh.

its the time for me to think and reflect.



ears on/a waltz for a night
my spark/got part of the tune right fr repeated slowmo youtubing guitar play. time for guitar classes!

qing ming joke of the year

oops. i accidentally ate my ah gong's offerings. heehee.

my ahma just muttered something terribly scary while in her dreams, half awaken.

i dread to find out the underlying meaning.

and yes, i cried.

she's too sweet

maybe it has something to do with age or other wise, my taste for julies strawberry love letters seem to have waned in its enthusiasm. i usually polish off 2-3tins(large ones, ok) before cny, during cny and post cny. hence it does seem a little unusual this yr that while i did polish off 1 tin pre-cny(which worsened my 2 mths old cough) that i hardly touch any during. and i have just begun polishing the rest of the 2nd tin and now in march, there's still 3 rolls left in it.

could it be that after last year when i didnt celebrate cny(while in nl) and hence did not eat this thingy, have grown unfamiliar with it, or alas! lost the craving for it? or perhaps the (seriously stop fooling ourselves, its really) artifically strawberry sweet has lost its favour with my old-ening tastebuds?

Hmm.

i love patterns!

came across this rather cool design by someone(oops cant rem who) on the net
reminded me of this freaking cool old school morbid short film i used to enjoy watching fr the green couch spot in tu/e

imagine my surprise the similarity in the art topic my art class did when i went there 1 hour later..


(lynn, 8)

lovely art, lynn (:

my challenging fyp

I realise something.

i get discouraged easily. :(

but i get encouraged easily too. (:

lets hope the latter happens more often hehs