my challenging fyp

I realise something.

i get discouraged easily. :(

but i get encouraged easily too. (:

lets hope the latter happens more often hehs

today

this day. last year. i was getting ready to take my 13 hour flight to holland.

one year has passed already.

it kind of changed my life forever.

aussie timtams are better.

thanks to cheryl, i think im hooked to these too bad cant get them in sg..really yummy strawberry chewy fillings in the faithfully good ol' chocolatey biscuits. i guess i can only wait for cny to bring me my julie strawberry love letters to try forget this one...

my new sketchbook (:

i prefer my version of lee mccormick's book. ;D




p.s/note to self: time to get a new camera my head is gettting dizzy.

dear santa

dear santa

i wouldnt say i was a good girl all year
but i think i did pretty okay on this xmas eve

i helped my sister with her xmas party foodie
and went out with my dad and ah ma
to a rather uninteresting pearl centre at night
just so my granny can take a walk outside

i think my dad and me should get a good present from you tonight.

thank you santa.

you know you should get out of the house and face the world when

1. you finish not one but two korean dramas on youtube in 5days
2. your luggage from a holiday trip a week ago is still intact
3. your flooble chatter box(whatever that thing is called) decides to call it quits and delete your account because it has been "noticed that there has been no posts to this chatterbox lately. It is part of flooble policy to delete chatterboxes that have fallen into disuse. "
4. you don't check your handphone
5. or emails
6. or bother going on msn
7. and you secretly enjoy being disconnected
8. ponders about life (good)
9. reflected in reel koream dramas (badd..)
10. you think nobody likes you anymore and you better go eat some worms.

merry xmas! to anybody and everybody.

To D.

Today I read an excerpt that brought a tear to my eye.

"You will soon be 82 years old. You have shrunk 6 centimetres, you weigh no more than 45 kilos, and you are still beautiful, gracious and desirable. It is now 58 years that we have lived together and I love you more than ever...I check to see if you're breathing, my hand brushes over you. Neither of us wants to outlive the other. We always used to say that if, by some miracle, we were to have a second life, we'd like to spend it together."

-"Lettre a D: Histoire d'un amour" by Andre Gorz

This romantic Mr Gorz and his wife Dorine went on to their eternal bliss with some help of poison.